Enough

You are loved, you are loved
You are loved
And you're enough
Even if you thought you never was

Yeah
Should it hurt this much
Ain't seen you in months
Never kept in touch
But once we almost went to lunch
Then you cancelled
What a stunt
Got my hopes up for an I.O.U.
A missed opportunity
To love your daughter's son

It sucks to see you like this
Cause it's how I'll be reminded
Of the day that you laid lifeless
With no light behind your eyelids
I ain't wish for you to die this way
Unconscious in a gown
I hate that we ain't lay no groundwork
So the bitter taste is vain
I wanna feel your pain but you rest
In the bed you made
I may shed mournful tears but what I grieve
Is years of waste
Every get together separated by the space
Of tampered love and all the tension
Our emotions can create

I look at you with pity as I nonverbally pray
When God decides it's
Time for me to go
He won't refrain
From taking my last breath in peace
Of grieving family
I'd crumble knowing they were there just counting down the days
Until their father passed

I don't want them looming over me
I want them to celebrate the life that I sustained
You threw yours away
I feel like maybe you were slain by poor self image
But if you'd been called
Would you have even came
Sorry I sound spiteful
It's the lack of things to say
Bout why it took your death for me
To open up
I can't explain what keeps me silent
We just didn't have the same ideals
I deal with witnessin' my momma
Kneelin' over your face cryin'
Then realizin' you're her Daddy
No denying she so badly
Wanted you but sadly
You refused to tell her that she
Was your rock

You got no reason not to be aware
That you are loved and you're enough
Even if you thought you never was

You are loved, you are loved
You are loved
And you're enough even if
You thought you never was

You are loved, you are loved
You are loved
And you're enough even if
You thought you never was

I saw you on your birthday
Wasn't feeling like myself
I guess that that makes two of us
Cause you were off the rails
Prolly shoulda spoke up then
But I was somewhere else
Way too self absorbed to think
You might need someone's help
Hollow is the heart of retrospect
I had an armed guard
Defending my internal fortress
It's ironic
What's stuck with me for quite sometime
Is at Abby's performance
You had asked if I was still
With the girl of most importance
At that point
Not no more

Then you said you took an ex to catch up
And she'd pretty much transformed
Why that's so significant
It got me to look forward
When I couldn't see a future for myself
Without my former lover
I discovered that I love her as a memory
Cause any interaction had outside of our
Attraction to each other
Proved you right
I'll always give you credit for that peace of mind
Grandaddy
Weren't too close but I am thankful
You were mine
And I have gifts that you passed down
So you're my angel in the sky

You are loved, you are loved
You are loved
And you're enough even if
You thought you never was

You are loved, you are loved
You are loved
And you're enough even if
You thought you never was

You are loved, you are loved
You are loved
And you're enough even if
You thought you never was

You are loved, you are loved
You are loved
And you're enough even if
You thought you never was