Losing Myself

Losing myself, losing myself in my distraction
Stuck in a well deeper than hell I put myself in
What's respectable
I don't wanna be a shameful spectacle
Killing myself, killing myself with indecision
Dusting with filth on every shelf my aspirations
A cloud with no rain
A sun that's afraid of kissing the day

Help me to be more than just my anxiety
Can't sleep cuz I am wasting, wasting
Everyday and all my life

Staring at walls feeling withdrawn and you can't help it
Shaking my shoulders stuck like a boulder and I'm not movin'
It hurts you as you try
To hold yourself back, to leave me with my mind
Filling my plate with my mistakes it's overflowing
Cry like a baby driving you crazy, where is this going
I'm switching off and on
I'm trying to stay, I can't see you gone

Help me to be more than just my anxiety
Can't sleep cuz I am wasting, wasting
Everyday and all my life

I'm immobilized by fear, mediocre living is here
I'm trying to understand you can't fix what you can't

Losing myself in my distraction
Stuck in a well deeper than hell
I put myself in



Credits
Writer(s): Jasmine Gatdula
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