the worst

I'm breathing and sleeping alone and
Adjusting to knowing that someone's at home with you
I'm feeling my feelings and staring at ceilings
I stole back my bed you won't fuck him on it
If I'm fucking honest
Yeah you fucked up on us
I'm cutting my losses

I know that eventually I'll be a better me
You'll be a memory that I'll be forgetting
Your feelings of vacancy
You tried to put 'em on me
I didn't do a damn thing

Oh girl just go
You've got me so low
I'm better solo oh no

I was nervous
You were worth it
But you weren't were ya
Were ya hurting on the surface
If I'm the worst
Then you deserved it

Yeah you wanna tell yourself I ain't been putting in effort
I wasn't making the gestures
Affection ain't your thing
Unless you got me suffering
Admit it or not I'm the only real man that you got
But I'm not caught
Between your legs at night
I hope he licks your lips the way that you like yeah

I was nervous
You were worth it
But you weren't were ya
Were ya hurting on the surface
If I'm the worst
Then you deserved it

I'd have been better off dead
Than sleeping with you in my bed
I don't need you in my head anymore
I'm out the door the worst is yours

I've been trynna thank you for a while now
I know that I'll be better 'cause you walked out
You were only feeding all my self doubt
Now I'm out too

So are you feeling nervous?
You heard it here first you're worthless
So fade out and lay down for him
I hope you like the way he feels on your skin