Lost

When you're drowning you reach out
To anything that looks like land
I don't wanna believe
That that's the reason why you took my hand
But took my hand you did
I'll never let you slip
I feel your shape in mine
Never held someone so close
Our fingers fit together
That don't mean the cracks don't show
So little space between us
So little space to grow

I'm lost
I've been lost for a minute too long
I'm lost
I've been lost for a minute
Cause I changed my life
To change your tune
Was careless with myself
Just to care for you
Now I'm lost

We don't get to choose our names
I know we've both been broken
But our pieces aren't the same
I'd mould myself to fit you
There's words that I should stick to
Everything is different
In this world I don't create
I pray sometimes that I escape
To things already lived through
There's still words I wanna give you
And cheeks that tears still stick to
Since you're gone

You're gone
I just blinked for a second, you were gone
And I'm lost
I've been lost all this time
Because you changed my life
And changed my views
You cared for me
Til I cared for you
Now I'm lost

Loved you so reckless
Deep diving in waters untested
Every word man I always put my chest in
And never wore a vest cause I thought I was protected
I was careless cause I thought you'd take care
Now I'm at the table with my glass in the air
Making toast after toast to a room full of ghosts
Making promise after promise to a person that ain't there
I swear it's
Humble pie I'm dining on tonight
Bitter taste and pain that multiplies
Thought I knew that you would do me right
Ignorance was bliss but had to lose it
What was dark will always come to light
Burnt this out and lighting don't strike twice
Stars that fall don't go back to the sky
But I'd save you
I'd give everything I have just to save you
I'd do anything I can just to save you
Even tell you that you never needed changing
Cause I know now you never needed saving
And it hurts that I know where the blame is
Cause you held my attention
Your love was a weapon
But I was the one craved it
So one time for the girl who asked to be saved
And was perfect the way that she was
One time for the person who listened
One time for the ones who are lost
One time for the girl who asked to be saved
And was perfect the way that she was
One time for the person who listened
One time for the ones who are lost

Cause I'm lost
I've been lost for a minute too long
I'm lost
I've been lost for a minute
Cause I changed my life
To change your tune
Was careless with myself
Just to care for you
Now I'm lost