Ambitions.

I was... writin' rhymes in my bathroom
Thinkin' I'd go Ivy League- didn't make it
Back to the drawing board
Put the mic in my closet on shoe boxes
Boxing these bars out to SoundCloud and niggas that -
Didn't quite hear me, could never come near me
I swear to god really, these niggas gon' fear me
I put myself top of the top of these niggas
I idolized now I just rock with these niggas
I swear man this the shit that all the DJ pon de replay
That shit you finna look up on your google for what he say
I think I lost my mind spit schizophrenic on the rhymes
And when I look up in the mirror I can't tell which face is mine
I got a phobia of failure but so used to all the pain
Because the more I start to write the more I start to feel insane
No boogieman my nigga or a monster under beds
Because I think that what I'm scared of is inside my fuckin' head

No boogieman my nigga or a monster under beds
Because I think that what I'm scared of is inside my fuckin' head

My ambitions as a rap nigga
My ambitions as a rap nigga
My ambitions as a rap nigga
Always wishin' I could be that nigga
My ambitions as a rap nigga
My ambitions as a rap nigga
My ambitions as a rap nigga
Always wishin' I could be that nigga

I think there's blood inside my pen, uh
Skeletons in my closet and a body under beds, uh
Ishan up on the billboard and your favorite rapper dead
Don't give a fuck about true colors when I'm only seeing red
And if this mic could talk nigga it'd probably stop me
And if I right my wrongs they still gon' wrong me
Know some niggas way back home that still wan rob me
Like they ain't hit the Stu and put the mic on copy
Sometimes I figure a nigga gon' make it
Been feeling so close like I'm starting taste it
Remember the days in my niggas lil basement
He told this shit could be mine so I'll take it
Niggas keep talkin' like shut up just pay me
I should be charging for all that they saying
All that lil bullshit they put in they tracks like they ready for me when they want it I'm waitin
Them boys ain't hungry like me dawg I'm starving
I spent all these nights hooked to mics I was charging
Just wait till I pull oba. Out of the oven
I'm coming for blood tell your niggas what's coming

Just wait till I pull oba. Out of the oven
I'm comin' for blood tell your niggas what's coming
Just wait till I pull oba. Out of the oven
I'm comin' for blood tell your niggas what's coming

My ambitions as a rap nigga
My ambitions as a rap nigga
My ambitions as a rap nigga
Always wishin' I could be that nigga
My ambitions as a rap nigga
My ambitions as a rap nigga
My ambitions as a rap nigga
Always wishin' I could be that nigga



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Writer(s): Oba Oseghali
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