Trust Fall

Phone calls and how you been? and
Trust falls and let me in
Hard times and no excuses
They're all irrelevant
Looking in empty spaces, and kicking rocks
How do I know if it's ok to speak
How do I open my lock

With pain, I hideaway
Sweatshirts, they keep me covered up
I'll share another day
Fragile and closed just like the ones who came before
I think too much and never speak I just ignore
If I'd give you all of my words, I'd breathe

So what, so what
Tell you I'm okay
Won't open up
Overflowing slowly
Drowning the voices in my sleeves

So what, so what
Tell you I'm okay
Won't open up
Overflowing slowly, overflowing slowly

And I'd never want to let you down
Which is why I'll never let you in
And I would do the same for me
Cuz I'm too ashamed to be
Pushing and pulling
I'm running away
Trip on myself and see that I'm to blame
Chasing my ego, insecurity
Know all my thoughts I don't know about me
If I'd give you all of my words, I'd breathe

So what, so what
Tell me I'm okay
Won't open up
Overflowing slowly
Drowning the voices in my sleeves

So what, so what
Tell you I'm okay
Won't open up
Overflowing slowly, overflowing slowly