If I Die

If I die, If I die
Don't you cry, Don't you cry
I'll be there in the morning
If I die, If I die
Don't you cry, Don't you cry
I'll be there in the morning
If I die, If I die
Don't you cry, Don't you cry
I'll be there in the morning
If I die, If I die
Don't you cry, Don't you cry
I'll be there in the morning
All I am are pieces of who I wanna be
I went and threw everything away
All of my emotions control me
The bloods on my hands and you still say you care
Not in love with my lover
In love with what we coulda been
I swear my messages never send
Wondering when the pain's gonna end
Got at least fifty other pills in my desk drawer
Know a couple people praying for me
Never by myself but I still feel so fucking alone
Like man, when the fuck it gonna end
If I die, If I die
Don't you cry, Don't you cry
I'll be there in the morning
If I die, If I die
Don't you cry, Don't you cry
I'll be there in the morning
People that know me the best don't know me best
Got better no one knows I'm depressed
Wanna drive fast into a street pole
Wanna get lit up by fifty poles
Want the clout, man fuck that
Got scrubs on wondering if i'm ever gonna recover
Come back with no rebuttal
Said I'm heartless, wanna know why
Said she loved me, now she doesn't wanna be seen with me
I'm too good at being in pain
Too good at bleeding and crying other people's tears
Cut me apart with garden shears
If I die, If I die
Don't you cry, Don't you cry
I'll be there in the morning
If I die, If I die
Don't you cry, Don't you cry
I'll be there in the morning
Smear my face in the mud and wonder why I ain't the same
Miss the old me, wonder why I changed
Ask me who I am
All I am are pieces of who I wanna be
I wanna be strong, I wanna grow up and make sure my family is well off
Why the fuck is that so hard?
Why can't you understand that?
I'm trying do what's best for us
But you always focused on yourself
It's so hard, I think I'm in love with you
But you always push me so far back
I don't even know you