Ordinary.
Hold up, just wait for a minute
Imma tell you who i really am cmon n listen
An ordinary nigga who is mentally imprisoned
Lookin for a fix forever lost marijuana addiction
Cause something was always missing from my life i never figured it out
To lose a father that you hated full of love makes you doubt
All of these feelings you avoided til they came back around
Now all you think about is tryna figure out how to drown
How to drown
Never coming to the surface
Getting deeper in my curses
Always feeling fuckin nervous
Im alright
It's alright
Just don't cry
Just don't cry
5 im still awake cause i cant sleep no more
Get up out my bed im feeling dead like ive been here before
Heavy clouds of hopelessness fill up the room and i can't take it
Wishin for umbrellas let me tell ya no way to escape it
Always lost in mind
Every minute fuckin fadin
Im just wasting my time
I'm alright
It's alright
Just don't cry
Just don't cry
Hold up, just wait for a minute
Imma tell you who i really am cmon n listen
An ordinary nigga who is mentally imprisoned
Lookin for a fix forever lost marijuana addiction
Cause something was always missing from my life i never figured it out
To lose a father that you hated full of love makes you doubt
All of these feelings you avoided til they came back around
Now all you think about is tryna figure out how to drown
How to drown
Have you ever been sure you didn't wanna be here?
I remember that night memories so fucking clear
Just like the cabinet i opened up while holdin back my tears
Lookin back at my reflection holdin pills lets disappear
Mama begging me to tell her what i took who fucking cares
Heart was poundin i was crying losing words to send a prayer
Let me tell you bout psychosis to think you were over there but you turn around and 4 hours fucking passed
To think back, i was so fucked up
I should've died but i had so much luck
On my side
Didn't realize
What i had inside
Now ive realized
That i wanna be alive
Hold up, just wait for a minute
Imma tell you who i really am cmon n listen
An ordinary nigga who is mentally imprisoned
Lookin for a fix forever lost marijuana addiction
Cause something was always missing from my life i never figured it out
To lose a father that you hated full of love makes you doubt
All of these feelings you avoided til they came back around
Now all you think about is tryna figure out how to drown
How to drown
Imma tell you who i really am cmon n listen
An ordinary nigga who is mentally imprisoned
Lookin for a fix forever lost marijuana addiction
Cause something was always missing from my life i never figured it out
To lose a father that you hated full of love makes you doubt
All of these feelings you avoided til they came back around
Now all you think about is tryna figure out how to drown
How to drown
Never coming to the surface
Getting deeper in my curses
Always feeling fuckin nervous
Im alright
It's alright
Just don't cry
Just don't cry
5 im still awake cause i cant sleep no more
Get up out my bed im feeling dead like ive been here before
Heavy clouds of hopelessness fill up the room and i can't take it
Wishin for umbrellas let me tell ya no way to escape it
Always lost in mind
Every minute fuckin fadin
Im just wasting my time
I'm alright
It's alright
Just don't cry
Just don't cry
Hold up, just wait for a minute
Imma tell you who i really am cmon n listen
An ordinary nigga who is mentally imprisoned
Lookin for a fix forever lost marijuana addiction
Cause something was always missing from my life i never figured it out
To lose a father that you hated full of love makes you doubt
All of these feelings you avoided til they came back around
Now all you think about is tryna figure out how to drown
How to drown
Have you ever been sure you didn't wanna be here?
I remember that night memories so fucking clear
Just like the cabinet i opened up while holdin back my tears
Lookin back at my reflection holdin pills lets disappear
Mama begging me to tell her what i took who fucking cares
Heart was poundin i was crying losing words to send a prayer
Let me tell you bout psychosis to think you were over there but you turn around and 4 hours fucking passed
To think back, i was so fucked up
I should've died but i had so much luck
On my side
Didn't realize
What i had inside
Now ive realized
That i wanna be alive
Hold up, just wait for a minute
Imma tell you who i really am cmon n listen
An ordinary nigga who is mentally imprisoned
Lookin for a fix forever lost marijuana addiction
Cause something was always missing from my life i never figured it out
To lose a father that you hated full of love makes you doubt
All of these feelings you avoided til they came back around
Now all you think about is tryna figure out how to drown
How to drown
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Writer(s): Randy Young
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