Moab (Interlude)

Keep feeling the wrath, with nowhere to go
Back on a warpath, the loneliest you'd ever know
Aimlessly wander the streets, asking if it's today or tomorrow
A citizen phoned the police?
I'll keep moving, no Kilimanjaro
And they won't ever find me, don't even mind me
Though I stay peeping behind me
All these people remind me that God has designed me
But I know that He won't define me
So long without no one to trust, relationships turning to dust
Still finding the way to adjust
Need a friend before my life end up in cuffs
Got to keep taking these pills to numb out the thrills
Live like a recluse in Beverly Hills
Therapist say it take time to instill
But I'm fazed on the purpose it's gonna fulfill
I gotta keep my own thoughts outta my head
Or I might as well lead my own life like I'm dead
Back to back days, you can find me in bed
Counting calls for help where they all left me on read
R.I.P. Juice, gone way too soon
Feels like a day but I saw you in June
21 club is forming it's tune
Watch out for yourself, ain't no one immune
Stay on the move before I get paranoid
Hard not to be afraid, the reaper and his void
Coming for everyone, intention to destroy
Got one chance, no pushing buttons to redeploy

I gotta get home, gotta get home
Need to see fam before I'm outta the zone
Losing my mind only see monochrome
Black and white, don't know what's wrong in my dome
I gotta get home, gotta get home
Back to the trees and the hills and the foam
Crumbling down like my first name is Rome
Hop on the flight, man I'm done tryna roam
I gotta get home, I gotta get home
Not again, please don't leave me on my own
I gotta get home, I gotta get home
Never safe to let me fight it alone
I gotta get home, I gotta get home
Please get me home, please get me home