Heroin

I'm well off I just sail off
Like it's heron in my system
If they really loved me they would call me when they miss me
Straight into the veins for all that pain that I be feeling
Getting high up off the highs until Im falling through the ceiling
Got denial in my eyes I feel like I'm invincible
Did it my way how I like it so your principles
Anything I tried it cause inside I'm miserable
And anxiety has gotten me to be irritable

Hey how you doing
Im just chilling
Bout to go to a friends
So what's your experience
So you lived in Texas
(Wow cool)
Used to property flip
(Ooh)
Tell me more about that
How'd you get out of that

Wait you used to do crack?

Actually I used to do coke
It's as fun as it looks
I did all types of shit
Laughing gas ecstasy
Heroin and
I hope that I never go down there again
I had it all and I lost it
Even some emus and ostriches
Those motherfuckers lay big eggs
You know I used to be a rich man
Now I'm riding around town lyfting
With you getting lifted
Listening to this rap kid
Its like Im living in the past tense
I don't know if I'll get past it
I'm decaying pretty fast man

And I wish I never got married
I'm forgetting shit it's getting scary

I'm well off I just sail off
Like it's heron in my system
If they really loved me they would call me when they miss me
Straight into the veins for all that pain that I be feeling
Getting high up off the highs until Im falling through the ceiling
Got denial in my eyes I feel like I'm invincible

Did it my way how I like it so your principles
Anything I tried it cause inside I'm miserable
And anxiety has gotten me to be irritable

Why you never call me
Why you always argue
Who you think boy made your father
Without me you would me be nothing
Keep a barrier ain't no discussion
Seen it all so you can't tell me nothing
Why you skinny not eating or something
Its your fathers fault you ain't got nothing
But I got you some bread when the month ends
And I'm going to surgery Monday
Pray for me and that everything goes okay
Hopefully I can get off these pills one day

I am old but I grogu the pain away
Did a lot so you can be here today
That's the reason I'm not hearing shit you say
I'm a Diva I don't need to act my age

I'm well off I just sail off
Like it's heron in my system
If they really loved me they would call me when they miss me
Straight into the veins for all that pain that I be feeling
Getting high up off the highs until Im falling through the ceiling
Got denial in my eyes I feel like I'm invincible
Did it my way how I like it so your principles
Anything I tried it cause inside I'm miserable
And anxiety has gotten me to be irritable