Difference Is

Nobody, I do me, you know
Nobody can't say they did anything for me
I'm doing me
You know, God... God is who done for me
That's my source
That's my power
Even when I don't deserve it
That's what kept me, 46 years...

It's me, my family, and my guy, cuz ion trust too many
Don't count favors, but trust I done did plenty
I show nothing but love
And in return these people envy
I'll never understand
I guess it's all part of the plan
I had it all figured out, at the age of 14
I'm gon keep writing this music, and live my dream
That's all it was, until I got exposed to some things
Damn, that's when I really got up on the scene
I lost focus, but I'm back like I ain't neva left
And they wanna see me down
I'm up, they all upset
And I been a threat
So when I'm coming through they feel a way
What more can I say?
I'm slowly embracing the hate
It's so familiar to me, forgot how it feels to be loved
That's prolly how I end up falling for these fg thugs
I was so lost
Man I ain't even know who I was
God sent an angel from above
I went and fd it up

The life I live so crazy, sometimes I gotta chill
I'm proud to saythat I ain't eva pop no fg pills
Pick up the pencil and pad, let my feelings spill
I'm real as hell
They could tell
They could neva compare
Slept on myself for so long
I'm finally woke
Out here playing with my life, shit was never a joke
Fg with these stupid ns I was always broke
Well not no more, I'm really stacking up
See you was never one of us
So I could never trust
St was given to you, I went and got it out the mud
But it's straight cuz I promise, my kid gone have it all
I pray to God
Ion bring one in till all my problems is solved
And forever we gon ball
Man I'm just getting started
I should've been took off
I'm just now departing
22 in just a month, I got so much time
And plus this time
I'm really only focused on my grind
Taking what's mine
I could never settle for less
My life was a mess
I had to put myself in check
Stopped hanging round them stupid ns, now look, nothing but blessings
I'm thankful for them lessons
Even the ones I tried so hard to ignore
Life, only obligation is keep moving forward
Can't stop now
Keep going, this st ain't fg over
Still breathing, body working after all them mistakes
I was in the game
But I'm ashamed to say I fg played
Yeah I was young,
And I was dumb
Oh yeah we all been there
But it's different now
And this time around, my time is near
See I was young,
And I was dumb
Oh yeah we all been there
But it's different now
And this time around, my time is near



Credits
Writer(s): Deja Nolan
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