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I rather tell my self that it's not real
Every feeling that I'm feeling is a whole new deal
Like a shot to the brain
A shot in the foot
A shot to the head
I'm stuck thinking that every shot you're taking
Is a truth
But it's not
I'm a long lost cause
Like a marriage with a couple
Of long lost dogs
With a brand new leash
A brand new name
You feel the same
But it's different
And things will change

So listen to your mother
Cause she knows best
Fuck the world
Fuck the system
And fuck the rest
Take a test
But you failed
All else prevailed

Hey
Its been awhile
But if were civil can we converse
And reminisce awhile
You don't have to see me because of the miles
And the water and the sun
I think I'm too afraid to run
Um
My life has gotten rotten with the feeling of being forgotten
Look at you being everything you expected
Except a mother
But that's okay
Way too early
Is effective
For another day
My subconscious
Decided the best way to move on is to forget
And live with the desire

We've got to get together
I've got to spend time with you
Time time time together
Time with you