I Don't Want to Live Anymore

Yeah it's in my DNA
I call it tortured genius
All the art inside my brain
But I don't really need it
All the art I make
Makes me wanna feel meaning
I can't take it anymore
I don't wanna feel feelings

I can't have the good life
So I told some good lies
Convinced myself again, I would never cry
But now i'm wishin I could end it and die
For once I don't wanna descend from this high

Said that I was finally happy
Covered all my tears with laughing
Won't have to explain why I'm
Back on my way to hell

You know I need you dearly
But I know you just fear me
I can't explain why I'm
Back on my way to hell

I don't want to live anymore
I can't tell what I'm living for
All this pain is making me insane
What can I say except I don't wanna live anymore

Call out, but ya'll ignore it
Now ya'll wanna sing the chorus
Why, why, why
Why can't I just die?

What doesn't kill you makes you wanna kill your self
This one's all on me, can't blame no-one else

'Cuz I'm my own worst enemy
That's what they all said to me
Playin' with the fire now I'm burning so messily
Got nobody else to blame
For the fact I'm up in flames
Take me out my misery I'll crawl back to my home in shame

'Cuz baby, I'm a, disa-, pointment
Lost my, life like, it's a, coin flip
Pessimistic, now I feel sadistic
Stick it in my mouth and finally have the balls click it

Said that I was out my misery
Said I had all that I need
Won't have to explain why I'm
Back on my way to hell

You wanna help me now but
I know you'd sell me out
I can't explain why I'm
Back on my way to hell

I don't want to live anymore
I can't tell what I'm living for
All this pain is making me insane
What can I say except I don't wanna live anymore

Call out, but ya'll ignore it
Now ya'll wanna sing the chorus
Why, why, why
Why can't I just die?



Credits
Writer(s): Richard Li
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