passing by

Passing by
I stay high
Never content with the shit in my life
Never learned how to tell you my goodbyes
Drink it away when im running these lies

I can't sleep
I can't dream
Only see you from a window pane
Sold my evil soul today
I hope it fucking goes away

Ill never understand
How you could be this way
I take my time
And im hoping that you would change
Smoke a spliff
Till im out
And im balling now
Got all this cash
Spend it fast
Make it back
In a day
And im going on my way
Take another to the face
See your love in all the rain
Try my best to hide the pain
But im never blunt
I could never tell you
How I feel inside
Cuz that shit stay in my mind
You can see it in my eyes
Hoping that ill be alright
Hoping that you find that guy
Knowing he wont treat you right
But I know to you its a game

Take a blunt
To the face
Swear im high like every other day
Wish I wasn't like this way
Smoke until my feelings fade
Doctors say its not good for me
I'm a mess in this world
I'm depressed like I should
Everything
That I say
Never comes into play
I talk to myself
A lot
Remember everything
Remember who I was
The man I used to be
But now I'm falling fast
I swear I can not breathe

I know
I'm not good enough
I swear I'm not enough
These emotions I have
Never fail to impress me
I know im not the best
But at least im trying
Im crying for you
On your doorstep and you
Never cared you just sat
And you laughed in my face
Like that party you had
Didn't click in my head
That I was only ever there just to be your comfort

Passing by
I stay high
Never content with the shit in my life
Never learned how to tell you my goodbyes
Drink it away when im running these lies

I can't sleep
I can't dream
Only see you from a window pane
Sold my evil soul today
I hope it fucking goes away