Fatherless Child

Daddy why must you've gone, I never got to know your love
I feel I'm all alone the only kid without a home
Daddy I'm ticked at you, why did you, ya you
Leave me all alone, maybe I should leave this world to
Nobody ever understands, nobody even wants to know
I feel so lost and so hurt, I've got no clue where to run to
Nobody would miss my soul, not even my own little bro
That's the way my heart feels every time I look in the mirror so
Why not just take my own life, that's what you did in the night right
What gives you the right to take your life and not lead me right
I was blindsided when Mom's cancer won her life in the fight
Now I'm sitting here fatherless lost in a spiritual battle of life

This life gets so hard sometimes I feel like I'm drowing
Lost and abandoned in life I feel like I am a cannon
About a pop off or blow up ya any minute now
I'm about a go crazy lose my mind well just maybe, maybe I will just cry
I'm a fatherless child, under pressure with dreams
Dreams of being a man, dreams of being Dad
Who will not leave his children under pressure or scared
Under pressure or scared, no more fatherless kids

I am so angry my heart is heavy I'm hating my life
I know there's a God but who cares Daddy both of you lost your lives
You put your trust in Him, faith in Him and still He let you die
It seems to me like you lost faith to after mommy died
Or maybe satan just came and pushed you right off of the edge
Told you lies 'till you put that piece of lead inside your head
But still how am I supposed to trust who He says He is
If you never stayed around to teach me who He says He is, is true the T Daddy why'd you leave me, fatherless I'm in need of thee
Instead I'm broken down on my knees in need of someone else to teach me
How to love, how to trust and where to run to I know it ain't lust
Daddy I wish you would have stayed to teach your son who he could be
Teach me how to pray every day, "Our father in heaven
Hallowed be your name" but I don't really even understand that phrase
It don't make sense to me, those words are just babbling
You should've taught me daddy but you did not sadly now I feel I'm drowning

This life gets so hard sometimes I feel like I'm drowing
Lost and abandoned in life I feel like I am a cannon
About a pop off or blow up ya any minute now
I'm about a go crazy lose my mind well just maybe, maybe I will just cry
I'm a fatherless child, under pressure with dreams
Dreams of being a man, dreams of being Dad
Who will not leave his children under pressure or scared
Under pressure or scared, no more fatherless kids
This life gets so hard sometimes I feel like I'm drowing
Lost and abandoned in life I feel like I am a cannon
About a pop off or blow up ya any minute now
I'm about a go crazy lose my mind well just maybe, maybe I will just cry
I'm a fatherless child, under pressure with dreams
Dreams of being a man, dreams of being Dad
Who will not leave his children under pressure or scared
Under pressure or scared, no more fatherless kids
No more fatherless kids
No more fatherless kids
No more fatherless kids
No more fatherless kids



Credits
Writer(s): Ryley Michael Alderman
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