Better View

Well it's nice to hear that you're happy
Cuz I'll never know that feeling myself
Been dragged through the mud too many times to count
All at the expense of my mental health

But that never seemed to bother you
No why would I ever expect it to
When I was just a way for you to feel okay in the end

I was at your beck and call
Just a leash for you to tug and pull
And now that you're done I guess I'll watch you go

Well it's nice to hear that you're happy
Cuz I'll never know that feeling myself
Been dragged through the mud too many times to count
All at the expense of my mental health
I fucking hate that I loved you
And this is what it comes down to
Hoping I forget your face
With every drink I self-medicate

I'll spend my whole life
Searching for a better view
Trying to get over you
Everyday
I've been dreading the thought of sleep
Cuz the last thing I wanna be
Is alone in my head once again

I'll keep myself up so I won't have to dream of you
It's fucked up thing to have to do
And I can't stand it I've been
Waiting on your calls
Anticipating
All of your drunken lows
Just for you to tell me how much that you miss me
But only when you're all alone
Are you all alone

Well it's nice to hear that you're happy
Cuz I'll never know that feeling myself
Been dragged through the mud too many times to count
All at the expense of my mental health
I fucking hate that I loved you
And this is what it comes down to
Hoping I forget your face
With every drink I self-medicate

Well here's to hoping I forget your face
With every drink I self-medicate
Here's to hoping I forget your face
With every drink I self-medicate