Lil' Uzi Introvert

I'm dodgin' the people, cuz i'm not a people person
My temple on fire, just like a steeple burnin'
Headaches just keep returning at the thought of going out and being social
Wish I had I sign that I could show 'em (At your discretion he's anti-social)
It's not depression just 'cuz i'm not vocal (I just don't wanna talk to you)
It sucks my profession has me in their focus
And it's their impression just 'cause I'm a poet
That I must love speaking and love being spoken to
And they'll say i'm bogus too if I don't converse with a few
What in the world can I do? I just wanna crack a brew, okay just maybe a few
Find me a beautiful view, be present with all that God drew
Nature be church, so outdoors be important of pews
Seconds in silence are ones I can't lose
Sitting for hours alone i'm amused
Used to think I was the weirdest of dudes
Would beat myself up, leave identity bruised
Feared that my peers would so disapprove
If I did not conform to what they do
Talk when they talk, walk when they walk, I was
Black sheep that followed the flock
That's not my role in this life, acting was never my strength
I do not go lengths if I do not have too
Don't care from your opinion if I never ever asked you, I'm an introvert
(Yep, respect my space...)

Man I'm spread too thin
Look, my being is being pulled at every end severing limbs
Tired of being told and talked to, I don't need a walkthrough
Cause as I turn inward I get rid of the false truth
And you can see by the expression on my face that I'm in a safe place
Man I'm in my own space so leave me be no please leave me
To do what I do no need to be present in the crescent of the Moon
And as the energy enters me I feel the Synergy Center me a symphony giving me life
Guided by the hand of God, divided by a land abroad
No outer influences doin this only my inner thought
Cause there's a whole lot of people just like me
Although a lot of times it might seem unlikely
I know I've gotta find my own way but I don't play with the weight of the world so lightly
So what do I do when all this hullabaloo begins erupting abruptly corrupting my view
I get into a mindset like a shuttle, It'll rattle
I'm taking off on a journey a yearning for inner travel
Because the key is me it is within not without
I'm the chancellor of answer descending from doubt
You can keep your two cents, I don't want the chump change
Because I've got a true sense of what the fuck I want to say
No questions, no second-guessing my actions
Invested in my quest the best to my faction
Relaxin, when the stress is pressin on my backside that's when I preemptively attempt
Not to backslide, you've got to drown out the noise
If you're scared of the silence then really that's a choice
If you start up a convo with me I'm liable to duck it
Cuz sometimes I just want to tell the whole world to suck it



Credits
Writer(s): Aubrey Barnes
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