Frame

The only time I'm happy is when I'm drunk or having sex
But I'm repulsive and broke so I hurt myself instead
I'm not crying for help,
I'm just trying to feel something
that's not this burning hell in my head

I spent most of last night fucking burning myself
'Cause at least when I hurt I feel something at all
I feel numb, my body is broken, I'm a skeleton
Be my skin, I'll be the frame in which you stretch yourself out
Does the thought of me ever stress you out?

Sometimes I kinda want to die
Sometimes I wanna know what it's like

I'm a mess but you always know how to clean me up
Pick me up off the floor of this bedroom that I made my home
It's a mess but you always know I'm trying so hard to get better
Soon be better for you

I'm a little insecure
You're so careful and pure
You're untouched by this world and it's evil
You want to travel the earth
Be a handsome man's girl
Go and meet some interesting people
Then you opened the door and let someone like me in
I ruined it all
I was lonely and desperate for someone or
something to love me as much as I wished I loved anything
Got no heart for this anymore
I try to write songs but they're not good enough
I've been thinking about death this week
I've been thinking about death...
I'm a mess but you always know how to clean me up
Pick me up off the floor of this bedroom that I made my home
It's a mess but you always know I'm trying so hard to get better

Don't say that I promise I'm okay
Won't you call if you need me
I'll be anything you need
And I'll keep my phone on
So then you can wake me
I'll never sleep again
So you can rest
Fuck a shoulder to cry on
I'll give you my body to burn
I'll cry enough for both of us
'Cause I know how much these flames hurt
Fuck an "I Miss You" It's just an arrangement of words
I'm so shallow and selfish and I know that I'll never learn
I know that I'll never learn

I'm too broken for anyone to love me
I'm so worthless to you
There's nothing of substance to anyone
I could die happy tonight with the knowledge that you were alive