Blacknwhite (Radio Edit)

I guess that I'm okay
Well, I'm not dying
I guess that I have spent a lot of time alone for trying
I guess that you're away
Because you're busy
At least if you're to say that we're still friends, pretend you miss me

Cuz I knew you were love when at your best
But maybe if I hadn't been depressed
We'd go out more
Ah yeah
I got a broken heart but it still works
But even if its beating it still hurts
Cuz now I still got 99 more problems to account for

& I bet all your friends say
"Im glad that she's gone"
Like
You're the only excuse
I had friends to lean on
But
Was it just in my head
I was loved all along
Or
Did you love me then
& did they love me then
& could you love again

(I can lose a lover)
But I cannot lose a lover & a friend
(I can find another)
But I'll never find another you again

I've been splitting
Cuz its better than admitting
That It's something that I can't control

I was livid, what you did is
Nothing easily forgiven
Yet I couldn't let go

& I bet all your friends say
"Im glad that she's gone"
Like
You're the only excuse
I had friends to lean on
But
Was it just in my head
I was loved all along
Or
Did you love me then
& did they love me then
& could you love again

Hah
No no no no no

I saw you at the bar where we used to drink
I wish that I could change the way that I think
I tell you, "it's black & white
& if we start a war, could it be another night"
Then I proceeded to make a scene

You said "we need to heal before we can speak"
I said "but it's already more than a week
Since you & I talked before
& I don't know that I would wanna take any more"
But now I understand what you mean

Before you say goodbye
Did you see how you hurt me
But I hurt you too
Then we both got so blue

We had reasons to cry
I had reasons to worry
But you worried too
Sorry if I worried you

Cuz I've been a mess, I've been depressed
I've been neglected, I've been obsessed
I've been neglectful, I can admit it, My
Future looked brighter whenever you're in it
But you probably won't be, I get it
Yeah, you probably won't, I admit it
The ice that we skate
Is the thinnest
My skin is the thinnest
My patience the thinnest
I'm healing
I'll say when I'm finished

I wish I were finished
i got more to say
I know that I got more say
...I swear that I got more to say; I know
Things that you hid from me, know my fragility
Know that's the reason that you've done what you did to me
Even though my borderline has been killing me
I can't go back to the mental facility
No

Before you say goodbye
Did you see how you hurt me
But i hurt you too
Then we both got so blue

We had reasons to cry
I had reasons to worry
But you worried too
Sorry if I worried you
Oh

(Ah)
I wanna be believed in
(Ah)
Doesn't gotta be you