Apathy In 4

If I could write a love song to win you over
I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here
I'd probably be sober

Bottle up everything I feel
Bottle up, drown the pain that's real
Settle down son, it's all okay
She never really cared much anyway
But is that what I tell myself?
'Cause I'm no victim, but I need help
Make the memories go away
(She never really cared much anyway)

I thought they made me happy
But all they did is make me sad (Sad)

If I could write a love song to win you over
I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here
I'd probably be sober

Those sleepless nights we had
We fought for the good, but it all turned bad
And that trip we took last summer was one for the books
Let's write another - I'll read it over again
From cover to cover, but I'll be scared of the truth that I'll discover

I thought I made you happy
But all I did was make you sad (Sad)

If I could write a love song to win you over
I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here
I'd probably be sober

I drown the pain with whatever I get into
Doesn't matter anyway, it's a substance I'd abuse it
Made me feel like I am flying, but don't ask me to prove it
'Cause the point is fucking moot (I'm a loser and you knew it)

You know the feeling of feeling so alone
I worship the ground unto which I was thrown
You know I'm damaged but you never cared
You grinned as you burned everything that we shared

I'm a poet, I'mma show it, I'mma leave it on the floor
And when this song is over, you can tell me if it wasn't worth it
I put my heart to paper, and maybe I'll regret it
But the world should know I'm better, you should know I'm better baby
Oh, you should know
That I'm better than before
And so much more

If I could write a love song to win you over
I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here

If I could write a love song to win you over
I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here
I'd probably be sober