Worship/Anguish

Weak dim candlelight illuminates the room
That apathetic feeling of being awake
Keeping my life
Hanging on a thread

I turn my head to my feet
My face is covered with that fake smile
I'm constantly wandering the border
I don't know where I belong

And when I look into these faces
Are they questioning why
I only see dead eyes with despise so I turn around
Away from you

I got that certainty that you stab me in the back
It ends when you wish for
I masquerade the parts of me you couldn't understand anymore

I tried so hard to find myself but I know I am nothing
I tried so hard to find myself but now I know I am nothing

If you want to know the truth yes I am not okay
Would you pretend or would you believe
What I feel
I'm not okay
I'm not okay



Credits
Writer(s): Dennis Weiffenbach
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