Keep Going

I just wanta let this out I just wanta say it now
I'll never be ashamed of who I am and how I came about
Tellin my story through these words I confess on this beat
It's like my mind is a triple X record on repeat
This is real life homie ain't not game when my brain can't maintain all this liquor in my veins
Like how does it explain to my moms when a memory of me is what remains man what a shame
I just needa figure out how to put this bottle down
But how can I do that when it's what makes my pain drown
I needa keep my faith and most importantly surround
Myself with all the people that bring waves when the tides low
Always by my side even from a different time zone
They got me when I say I got I got
Then watch me fumbled and drop it
They always there to deposit
All this love in my heart it
Will never be discarded I promise

I might not ever fly
But you know I keep on goin
I'm always askin why
But you know I keep on goin
They say I'll never make it
But you know I keep on goin
My past I can't escape it
But you know I keep on goin
I'll always have my demons they've become apart of my soul
I can never catch a break they go wherever I go
But no matter what I'm going through I keep on goin
Yea no matter what I'm goin through I keep on goin

I'm just sittin in the car thinkin bout my life as I write this verse
I'm so blessed just so blessed man it could be worse
I got roof over my head
Got a place to make some bread
Just so much to be grateful for but I complain instead
This life is a gift you just gotta make the best of it
Don't worry bout the past yea just focus on the rest of it uh
You just gotta keep on going never really showin what's holdin and slowin you from gettin it
It may feel like we're all alone in this world
Seem like nobody listenin when you screamin for help
And you feel like you're all on your own now
Like you can never get back up when you fall down
I'm here to tell you that you gotta keep on going
Never give in to the negativity that's keeps on flowin through your mind
You gotta know that there's an end to all the pain
I promise you there's always sunshine after rain

I might not ever fly
But you know I keep on goin
I'm always askin why
But you know I keep on goin
They say I'll never make it
But you know I keep on goin
My past I can't escape it
But you know I keep on goin
I'll always have my demons they've become apart of my soul
I can never catch a break they go wherever I go
But no matter what I'm going through I keep on goin
Yea no matter what I'm goin through I keep on goin

I might not ever fly
But you know I keep on goin
I'm always askin why
But you know I keep on goin
They say I'll never make it
But you know I keep on goin
My past I can't escape it
But you know I keep on goin
I'll always have my demons they've become apart of my soul
I can never catch a break they go wherever I go
But no matter what I'm going through I keep on goin
Yea no matter what I'm goin through I keep on goin