Infamous

They say working everyday is worth your weight in gold
I'd cut my losses for the throne if that meant me alone
In the twilight zone
Don't really care about the limelight though
I know my voice gotta find it's home
I pour my heart in the microphone
I'm holding onto cards because I can't fold
See the world's for the taking if I let people go
Plus I'm getting impatient, I'll make it on my own
No waiting, no faking, I face the truth and weed, that's a lie
See it's easy to deceive, never mind
Always try to make a point, though my eyes, check my angle
It's a vibe when I'm high, look
I can see the stars they align, but deep down inside in my mind its too loud to reside
And the noise reminds me of quiet
Sit in silence and picture a vivid instance of me dying, close my eyes until I hear the sirens
So I've been cutting back lately, clear my mind for my own safety
Hear the voices and they don't phase me, these my choices and they gon' make me
This the shit that make you go crazy
Don't go baby
I'm emotional but it's only temporary
I snap into these episodic moments of disbelief and betrayal it's very scary
Been this way since January, February, every year it's devastating
You think you got it bad? Man, my head is aching
Sometimes I talk to you and feel like all my thoughts are wasted
Man, I barely understand all of the shit I'm saying
Do you even give a fuck about the shit I'm saying
Making music is like therapy and I'm the patient
Contemplate people who care for me and those who fake it
Tolerate opinions but you don't create a thing
I build a castle from nothing and rule it like a king
Look at peasants who never wish me any better then them, you're condemned
Yeah, revenge is so cold, you ain't a threat
But I'm petty enough to put you bitches in check
Fill out the box that you still stuck in while I score on the net
Go for the goal, go for the gold
Go for the glory of telling stories to hordes of people to feel important
You'll hear the best of my confessions when the mic's recording
See now I'm rapping, so I'm acting like my life's in order
No point in packing your bags just practice your rapping
Stop asking all these kids to go back and listen to all of your classics, I've had it
I've told you it's starts with changing your habits
Get back to being pro Alex and less pro sadness
Aim to be so infinite like B Rabbit
Snapping in battles with swords, blade made of words and the mic is the handle
People leave me in the dark so I might light a candle
Try to juggle being white and gay in rap, it's quiet a handful
I'm infamous and I'm not exaggerating
I feel energy running through my veins and its hard to place it
Instead I put it back into my PlayStation
I need a displacement, not a vacation
And I'm sick of it
Change the antennas to clear the image and see the vision, I gotta be in it
This is my dream and I'm gon' see through it
In this song, I'm a hero, I'm legend soon to be, this is my theme music