Grant Me This

Yeah, it's been a few months and
They've been the worst fucking months of my life man

She wanna let go
But i can't let go
She wanna let go
But i can't let go
She wanna let go
But i can't let go
She wanna let go
But i can't let go

Are you facing pressure placing the betterment of yourself just above us
Cuz you discovered that no love now is perfect it takes courage to make substance
This fight is uncalled for so blow it out, how dare you have the nerve
To bag my life up and try to throw it out
Knowing doubtfully it's just a phase, dazed at your impulsiveness but yo it's really come to this
Cumbersome back and forth when it's only been twenty four
Something hours ago when you told me you and i are over
No it don't make no sense, we was meant for this apartment
The start meant we had commitment, now all i see is darkness
I start to shake my heart is breaking to pieces, where'd you get this shade from
Girl you got audacity to keep your shades on when im speaking to ya
Look me in the eye and tell me this is what you really want, getting it torn
Middle of the morning i was happy to see you gave you a week's break
Now you wanna take all my shh, am i cheap skate
Don't you remember the promises, won't you remember to promise
This young guppy to trust me to you give you the honesty
Under the bridge, over the bridge before you burn it
Don't you remember i had to sacrifice to earn it
When you emerged in my life it was like a dream that had purged
When i kissed you before work, it was surging
Now it's frightfully uncertain when you said i was your soul mate
Now it feels you've made my soul break

Now im getting props on the daily
Just doing my thing
I hope i never see you again
Funny when i had you there by my side
Now im glad that it ended for real
I know that i tried
Now im getting props on the daily
Just doing my thing
I hope i never see you again
Funny when i had you there by my side
Now im glad that it ended for real
I know that i triedNow im getting props on the daily
Just doing my thing
I hope i never see you again
Funny when i had you there by my side
Now im glad that it ended for real
I know that i triedNow im getting props on the daily
Just doing my thing
I hope i never see you again
Funny when i had you there by my side
Now im glad that it ended for real
I know that i tried

My conscience tried to bust, didn't mean to compromise your trust
Fuck it was some destiny that coincided with us
Like when that car collided in the back of us
You said you my back when the accident had me fucked up
Yo you really stuck up for me, made me admire you
It was enough for me to desire to give monogamy
That was on your birthday and i told you i loved you
I didn't wanna see you cry my discovery was my trust in you
Baby i really meant it, we ascended, we invented bliss
With the plans we implemented, souls blended, and i reminisce
Knew that i was falling for you we needed to be alone
Proceeded to manifest a little nest by the water disorder
Came outta nowhere, i was made redundant
We became complacent argumentative dysfunctional
Questioning accomplishments like i couldn't protect you
Girl at least that's how you felt, but i never left you
Whatever happened to laughing relaxing taking you for travelling
Running baths for you, passionate afternoons with you basking
In all the energy that i had for you, half of you kept on coming
But you've blocked me on your socials when iv shown im glad for you
Haven't you had enough of this bullshit, now all we do
Is fight about money and pretend we never intersected
You can never deflect the impression iv left
I haven't slept im bout to hit this shot to try and forget

Now im getting props on the daily
Just doing my thing
I hope i never see you again
Funny when i had you there by my side
Now im glad that it ended for real
I know that i tried
Now im getting props on the daily
Just doing my thing
I hope i never see you again
Funny when i had you there by my side
Now im glad that it ended for real
I know that i triedNow im getting props on the daily
Just doing my thing
I hope i never see you again
Funny when i had you there by my side
Now im glad that it ended for real
I know that i triedNow im getting props on the daily
Just doing my thing
I hope i never see you again
Funny when i had you there by my side
Now im glad that it ended for real
I know that i tried

Memories they haunt me, taunting me unto the brink
Peace it will eventuate, i will never back down
Looking at my life i wonder what the fuck happened
Doesn't matter what i think cuz you'll be in the background
Thought it was a phase baby, that that we would make it
Now im riding solo, tryna get my tracks down
All the things we've been through, made it to the other side
Yeah im still alive, but i think i'll have another round
Now you prolly hate me, prolly don't forgive me
Got a lil drunk and took my pain out on you
Letting go of you was something that i couldn't handle
But i love enough to let you go and take it from you
Ain't nobody like me, when you go and meet another you can keep me in your psyche
Girl i wish you the best and i hope you hear this shit
Grant me this