A Different Hurt

Pain's different when the same issue keeps tearing at you like a wild hound
Laid with you, it's a shame this is how it all ended, came crashing down
Same tears into the same tissue, I've been stuck in bed a few hours now
And I hate this because I made jokes and then it came true, and now I'm the clown

Like, called it but I never really would've guessed it, all this, and it taught me and I learned my lesson
Can't diss, I respect you and I don't regret a
Second of our time together
But I, can't help feeling just a little upset, up late 'cause I haven't gotten tired yet
I hate that this happened in the first place, in the worst way, wanna cry forever

Wanted you forever but it was never the plan
Wasn't true together, guess I was never your man
Nothing new, I guess, really do understand
That love can fade but how, we were holding hands

Only some hours before this bomb dropped
Dealing with the blast, I hope the pain stops
Love is like a fire so when the rain drops
Nothing but a simmer remains in that spot

Hurts worse that I called it way back, joked and we played, and you'd say "Don't say that"
Worse every day I rewind and playback, broken the tape and I want my day back
Worsens the pain when I write to relax, ache in my heart and I break and relapse
Drugged on your face, and your mind, and your place in my heart is agape and we both can see that

Left three times, you're the toe in tic tac, showed me that love is as frail as ice
And it's cold and it hurts when you hold too long so you're better off just never even holding it, right?
Woke up giving love, doing fine, building trust and it all fell apart after just one night
Grown together two years and you've heard every song that I sent now you're in a different place in my life

Every field trip taken, every photo I own, every long bus ride every short walk home
Every hug, every kiss, all the warmth that I miss from your touch feels fake like it's styrofoam
I don't wanna go to school, I don't wanna go to work, I don't wanna go for food, feeling bad and getting worse
You were always such a gift, now you've turned into my curse and I can't help but wanna dial 'till you answer the phone

It's a different hurt, it's a different pain
It's a different love, it's a different hate
Living different lives, nothing feels the same
Since you walked away

It's a different look at every picture frame
It's a different ache, when I hear your name
It's a different scar, don't think I'll be the same
Since you walked away

It's a different hurt, it's a different pain
It's a different love, it's a different hate
Living different lives, nothing feels the same
Since you walked away

It's a different look at every picture frame
It's a different ache, when I hear your name
It's a different scar, don't think I'll be the same
Since you walked away



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Writer(s): Daron James
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