Blackout

Nobody calls my name, I'm all alone here
So dissociative that I don't even feel the pain
And I'm seeking for my own path here alone, yeah
Noone to tell me how to cope with all the demons down below
Nobody to fix anything for me

All I see, so overwhelming to me

This trip is takin' me to Home, Home of my fear with no control
This trip is takin' me to paradise, where I feel calmness
But anywhere I fly or flow, my life will always be my show
I hope to come back as a different person

I'll hold my breath until I blackout
Will the world be changed before I wake up

Why does it get so hard sometimes when all the hope seems to be gone
I need my body to relax, but I feel SHIVER
I closed myself in a glass cage, swallowed the key and cannot break
The walls, but everything inside me seems to be so broken
And all the glances at my fear, no one to see it when it's still
Painted in blue and hidden behind all perception
Noone to see my weakness point, no one to know when I'm destroyed
The armour works so good, It's crafted by the best one for me

I'll hold my breath untill I blackout
Will the world be changed before I wake up
Will you find me there before I pass out
Will I find my soul before I die inside

I'll hold my breath until I blackout
Will the world be changed before I wake up

From all delusions and just another perspective
Again I choosed a path that leads me to the nowhere, that leads me to the nowhere
Give me the answer, I'll give you mine, let's leave the questions far behind
I'm gonna swallow the blue pill now

The blue pill

I'll hold my breath untill I blackout
Will the world be changed before I wake up
Will you find me there before I pass out
Will I save my soul before I die inside