Death Obssessed (Redux)

I was pacing around the parking lot
Waiting for my script to fill
So I could dive right inside
My apartment
Go Swimming with the Pills
Cause it's easier to forget
Yourself in addiction
When the girl has left
Your Friends don't call
Just the TV and prescriptions
And I'm buried on the couch again
Can't even make it to the fridge
So I guess I just eat tomorrow
Maybe then I'll start to Exist
And I'm forging all these Doctor's Notes
My boss has grown suspicious
But it's hard to hide
All inside
Your suicidal wishes

Why am I so fucking reckless
Narcissistic and Selfish
A manic depressive
Who's death obsessed
Always waiting on that last breathe
Yea those final seconds
When it all ends
Or does it just begin

Now I'm stumbling through the Gaslamp District
Floating in and out of bars
And the girl who was following me around just stormed off in her car
And I don't know which way is home
So I'm staring at the star
As I decide to confide in the sky
Cause at least it's free of charge
And my Shrink is weary my next mistake might mean the grave
What the fuck does she know she underqualfied and overpaid
And if this diagnosis is correct
I'm not even sure I can be saved
And it feels like too much work
So wont you let me fade away

Why am I so fucking reckless
Narcissistic and Selfish
A manic depressive
Who's death obsessed
Always waiting on that last breathe
Yea those final seconds
When it all ends
Or does it just begin

I don't have the Answers
To all your questions
I just know that I'll be moving on

To sing alone
I sing alone
And I sing alone
I sing alone
I sing alone
I was pacing around the parking lot
Waiting for my script to fill
So I could dive right inside
My apartment
Go Swimming with the Pills
Cause it's easier to forget
Yourself in addiction
When the girl has left
Your Friends don't call
Just the TV and prescriptions
And I'm buried on the couch again
Can't even make it to the fridge
So I guess I just eat tomorrow
Maybe then I'll start to Exist
And I'm forging all these Doctor's Notes
My boss has grown suspicious
But it's hard to hide
All inside
Your suicidal wishes
I sing alone
I sing alone
I sing alone



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Sharkey
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