Alone

Wish I could be alone, Without the thoughts/
Broken dreams, not being lost/
Hoping to be alone, with my empty talks/
Sit up in the corner when it's getting dark/

Nobody understands/
I'm not depressed/
From where it all began/
I was all against/
Try to take the hand/
Of the man upstairs, but he left/
Came back down, to realize I was laying in bed/

Couldn't say this was a farewell/
If I couldn't tell you/
I hated myself/
I don't need no ones help/
I just want to be held/
By the ones I care for, but I'm hiding in my shell/

If you don't need me/
Then what's my meaning/
I know beneath/
But why am I breathing/
I know you don't see me/
I'm dreaming/
Yet I'm still achieving/

Nobody puts their blood sweat and fears, into these songs/
I will give you my love next some tears, when I'm in the wrong/

Try to say I'm not empty/
So they can forget me/
I don't hold no envy/
Just hold what sent me/
Half demi and part god at 20/

And if it's my ADHD talking/
It'll keep me walking/
Wondering, somewhere I wasn't stopping/

They tell to stunt/
They want me to grab/
Y'all are some cunts/
This all that I have/
Not about that money/
Ain't about the cash/
If you pass me the blunt/
Imma have to pass/

Imma have to front/
I'm on that gas/
I maybe a cunt/
But you're an ass/
I'm a little funny/
You're going to fast/
Pass me that blunt/
Imma smoke it to ash/
(Smoke it to ash)
(Smoke it to ash)
(Yeah)

The more that I bleed/
The more I'm human/
Understand that I'm me/
Couldn't understand I was losing/
(I was losing)
(I was losing)

The harder I try/
The more that I cry/
The farther I ride/
I'm sorry we died/
I'm still alive/
I'm very to fight/
But can you see me through my eyes/
Can you see me through my lies/
I cannot breathe/
It's harder to sleep/
When I get bleeped/
I'm so critiqued/
I'm more to peaked/
I'm sorry Im a freak/
Give me life back, to when I didn't have to be please/
(Didn't have to be pleased)
(Didn't have to be pleased)

Always feeling alone/
Not feeling safe at home/
When I'm not in control/
It feels like my whole world is going to explode/
Needed to go solo/
When I'm up in my studio/
That's when I can feel my soul/
Rapping about the way I feel so I can be in the zone/
Laugh it off post it, now Im alone/



Credits
Writer(s): Chad Yazzie
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