Tearz of Joy

Shit hurt man but it must be done either way it's a decision

It was hurting, killing me inside, couldn't let it go
Just the thought of being alone
Yet being apart from ya fuck the world
It's like all I wanna do is kill and destroy
Now I'm just trying to keep from tearing up crying out these tears of
Joy, my kids know once I got it, we gone live it up
Though a lot of shit I know I cannot make up for
I just thank the Lord every day for sure plus a little extra more
For this special glow which I'm so
Thankful for these just tears of joy
Sky's always been the limit, you gotta go and get it, it ain't a given
Plenty families born into poverty with no pot to piss in
Doing shit, we aint got no business
Out here getting it how we live it
Yet trying to avoid the system and all that come with it like a
Prison sentence, the rule was
Got too hot for you get the fuck up out the kitchen
Period looking for the weakest link it ain't here
On my Mike Tyson flow might fuck around bite ya ear off
Real deal Holyfield before the mansion was bought by Rick Ross
Gps so I don't get lost, me shitting on them they stay pissed off
Like what this about, how can I quit when they finally love Quint now
All up at ya bih house, coming all in ya bih mouth
Dare that bih to spit after she said she swallows
She getting kicked out, of her own shit like go home
Talking like I'm the owner
I wasn't even trying to bone her shawty wanted me to put it on her
Getting stoned like a stoner, I'm always ready to roll
Thinking of rolling up like right now, gotta stay out my feelings

It was hurting, killing me inside, couldn't let it go
Just the thought of being alone
Yet being apart from ya fuck the world
It's like all I wanna do is kill and destroy
Now I'm just trying to keep from tearing up crying out these tears of
Joy, my kids know once I got it, we gone live it up
Though a lot of shit I know I cannot make up for
I just thank the Lord every day for sure plus a little extra more
For this special glow which I'm so
Thankful for these just tears of joy
Would say I was the first one to make the song cry out, but I ain't
Hands down that was Jay Z, a real veteran when you mention names
I bring major pain, they was trying to clown on homie
But I'm no Damon Waynes, stayed within my own damn lane
Six at the bottom, four at the top, open face
Paid the lawyers a little extra and tried to close the case
Still walking in court undecided, whether I should go or stay
Now where would I be without my haters, thru them I stay motivated
They praying and hope I don't make it
I'm paying them no attention
It was never my good looks
It was my dreads to always fit the description
Cut them bitches like five years ago around the same length it is now
Explains why my old ass aint looking any different
It's starting to make plenty sense, anything I started I can finish it
Diminishing any mother fuckers' energy
Physically dissect them like science
Like I'm some chemist teacher, this EP
Ain't come with no features, a little patience was all it needed cos

It was hurting, killing me inside, couldn't let it go
Just the thought of being alone
Yet being apart from ya fuck the world
It's like all I wanna do is kill and destroy
Now I'm just trying to keep from tearing up crying out these tears of
Joy, my kids know once I got it, we gone live it up
Though a lot of shit I know I cannot make up for
I just thank the Lord every day for sure plus a little extra more
For this special glow which I'm so
Thankful for these just tears of joy