Boy on the Internet

I met this boy on the internet
We connected over past events
We told each other 'bout
A couple of our exes
Who left us in pieces
He's just a boy on the internet
But there was something in the way he said
"I'm kind of curious" and
"You're the only boy that I think I
Could be with"

And I fell in love
Before I could judge
My fantasies prevented me
From seeing what this really was
And oh I feel blessed
From above I attest
Is this what you get
With a boy on the internet

Me and this boy knew we were
Closer than friends
Still it was difficult to
Say till the end
I tried to be no more than
What we were then
But all the tension built between us
Made it serious when
Somebody told me
He tried to hurt himself
To put this shortly
I panicked thinking
He was not prepared to face the
Feelings, Dealings
Was he scared of what this was
Revealing, Reeling
Concealing

But I fell in love
Before I could judge
My fantasies prevented me
From seeing what this really was
So I'll take the stress
This is only a test
It's worth what you get
With a boy on the internet

Though it turned what I was told was a lie
It didn't shake whatever fear was inside
I never told him why I started to pry
So he got tired of my presence and I
I wish that I could take us back to that night

When I fell in love
Before I could judge
My fantasies prevented me
From seeing what this really was
And now I'm a mess
Left with only regret
Is this all you get with a
Boy on the internet, Oh
This can't be all you get
With a boy on the internet

'Cuz who am I but a
Boy on the internet