Real Life S**t

Peeling back the layers of myself
Wonderin' if I should ask for help
But all I see is niggas with designers belts
And I ain't never been the type to try to fit in
Guess I gotta trust in my vision
2020 living in more than my dreams
Trust me these lyrics are more than they seem
Tryna morph words into prophecies
Hop on the scene
Film my own flic
No more deflectin' reflections each time that I piss
I struggle with depth
And consistency
That's why these women ain't missing me
'Cause they know that they don't mean shit me
And I've been usin' them cause I've been goin through it

Talked to God today, it was hard to say if he was listening to me at first
Thought he was mad at me 'cause it's been minute since I took a visit to church
And I can't blame him if he tuned me out 'cause so did everyone else
Must be why I'm chasing these pink walls 'cause I thought distractions would help
But all it did was distract me from my happiness and my wealth
So now I'm here chasing that payola
Tryna search for my takeover
But I ain't Jay, never will be

Not Diddy
Not DRE with an ill beat
I'm just tryna survive me
Ain't no money that can buy me
But if it comes with the territory then by all means
Until they exalt me
Cause the beats cries and the melodies is what haunts me
And these words yell so I can't sleep
So I write them down so they can be free
And sometimes they try to free me, but it's no use
Still bingin' on bars, throwin' up pro tools
Addicted to bars, still growing up

Rhythm and Blues
This is rhythm and Brews
I sip when I bruise
Hope that it's healing me too
And not just numbin me, from the pain that's induced
Rhythm and Blues
This is rhythm and Brews
I sip when I bruise
Hope that it's healing me too



Credits
Writer(s): Ehizoje Usigbe
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