WTF Is This/ Hitman

Step into my laboratory
I got pain potion and pills and words that are derogatory
Skipped my own trial didn't show up to the sentence
Got me fucked up if you think I give a damn about acceptance
I was the only person 17 and still a virgin
Y'all was playing in the garden i was playing with the serpent
And my tongue was tongue tied so y'all didn't raise the curtain
Y'all said I wasn't ready I was stuck inside rehearsing
And that left my momma hurting cuz I was too uncertain
To give my life up and believe in a bigger person
So now I'm always asking never had time to relax and
I'm thinking of different ways that I can smash this niggas face in
Hold up Dre calm down you getting to aggressive
You rap about the same shit and it's wack it's to depressive
You got some contradictions like where is it you fit in
How you say you love your mom when you don't show her no affection
When was the last time that you called her and check on how she's doing
Stop lying to yourself you know well you not improving
One day it's sad the next is happy like it's your bipolar
You got a crown now learn how to keep composure

Don't call me brother no more
The family broke up and you step step right out the door
I use my words to express myself
Only way to release the pain is to off myself
I'm stuck head low inside pandoras box
Waiting for the day that I can get a chance to talk to pops
I'm looking up different ways to get saved
Cuz I know praying to the sky ain't the only way
Niggas talk a lot but don't scrap in the parking lot
These niggas pussy they some cats Imma dog I bark a lot
Feels like living and breathing might be the biggest test
I might have to hire someone just to lay me to rest



Credits
Writer(s): Andres Tavarez
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