Keep Driving

Have you ever questioned what your future beckons to be
Well I've thought about it
Life is a bitch so I put my mind to the test
Is there a way to escape all concerns that are vile in its state
I'm in my world making music just for me
Time spent thoughts bent shit's my therapy
All the people I expect to be there today
They riding out busy spending lives in other ways
This lap race too fast my legs can't catch up
Can't give excuses I didn't study the setup
Friends got themselves situated
And I hate it that I haven't felt like I made it
Here I am confused and deflated
Don't know my instincts this is pure guesswork
Solo riding in the unknown while everyone else at work
Can't expect 'em to comply with demands
Have to make my own moves gotta make these blueprint plans

This ride still has a ways to go
And Ima stay here for a while
It don't matter how stressed or how blessed I am
I'll keeping grinding till I die
This ride still has a ways to go
And Ima stay here for a while
It don't matter how stressed or how blessed I am
I'll keeping grinding till I die

I'm hoping I can make my dreams come true
Cliche I know but this ain't your comic book stories
Where every hero comes back with infinite youth
Reality hits like a punch and a sore tooth
Truth be told I don't know what I'm doing
Kinda losing it memory overload need a brain cooling
If I gotta struggle a little after my degree
Then so be it I'm just trying to gain a fucking victory
Nagging feels I'm head over heels
I wanna follow everyone's ideals
I come up asking how the fuck did you do it
I'm asking how the fuck you know what to do
It's hard enough looking for ya simplest answers
Feels like I have a chance at following your standards
But I haven't felt like I have really improved
I'm just coasting my way just to make it through

This ride still has a ways to go
And Ima stay here for a while
It don't matter how stressed or how blessed I am
I'll keeping grinding till I die

I'm only twenty one years old
Still really haven't seen the whole world
I've only seen as much as looking through a keyhole
Ambitions but I see no path to make the field goal
Yeah I still don't know where I'm going
Every year flies by growing up ain't slowing down
Instead of living with a million fears
Wish I was making a killing, making more than your millionaires
All eyes on me like Bruce Wayne with a suit and a cape
All smoke n mirrors just for escape
Still stuck in my ways conflicting thoughts of my own
I need some way of my confidence restored
And maybe I gotta find content, respect what you've earned
And repay those from who you've learned
Valuable lessons on the streets of wherever
Pick my feet up and truly follow my heart on this endeavor

This ride still has a ways to go
And Ima stay here for a while
It don't matter how stressed or how blessed I am
I'll keeping grinding till I die