Paradox (feat. Alec Harter)

I'm stuck in a paradox

Medicated
Prescribed pills so I'll be cured
Incubated
Buried in my room not seen or heard

Why do I always feel so out of place?
Why do I always feel like such a disgrace?

I feel everything but nothing at all
Like an engine that continues to stall
How much can I withstand?
While I wander in this wasteland?

Below I go
Below I go down deeper than the sleep I don't get
My thoughts at night are what I wish that I could forget
Exhausted and empty
This is my final plea

You don't think that it crosses my mind?
The amount of people that I'd leave behind?
Leave my body for my mother to find?
You don't think that it crosses my mind?

Weighing me down
Waiting to drown
Prove to me that I am not alone
Am I all alone?
Alone

I feel everything but nothing at all
Like an engine that continues to stall
How much can I withstand?
While I wander in this wasteland?
Why does this have to be part of the plan?
Will I always be a broken man?
Will it pass? Or will I?
Oh God, take me to the sky

So I'll put a smile on my face
Just so I'm not out of place
Stuck in a paradox of wanting to live
But I'm just existing



Credits
Writer(s): Bitter Breath, Connor Sallis
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