War With Myself

Got so many evil thoughts but my people see the best in me
Fell down but got up you cant get the best of me
Do some good then do bad God keep testing me
Gotta do better and slow down moving recklessly
It's a war going on I'm fighting with myself
Ain't no way no one can help so I'm gone do it myself
Wrap up the scars gone get better gotta watch myself
Balance out the good and evil I'm at war with myself

Making mistakes and the way I'm thinking put me at risk
Wanna punch a nigga out errtime I ball up my fist
Been having problems with my anger every since a lil jit
Same problems caused a nigga to be down on my dick
Throwing fits and temper tantrums if it dont go my way
When I get quiet watch ya step bombs a blow up your way
Take me there it ain't no fighting get some shots to ya face
It's a murder nobody heard revolving with this 38
Turning tables spinning blocks would prolly make me feel better
These bitch ass niggas swear they tough but really softer than leather
Niggas feathers I'm bout whatever and will step to whoever
My mind unstable need some counseling to make this shit better
This ain't no karma start some shit I bet i settle the score
Hit you up once and again til you ain't breathing no more
Streets so cold and low down but I go even low
Fuck any nigga who ain't with me ain't gone say it no more

It's a war cant keep fighting with the man in the mirror
Changing for the better cause I see a lot of shit clearer
Walking by faith cant hold no fears in the cold I won't shiver
Progressing slowly but I know this shit a work for a nigga
Cant kick no doors lay ya on the floor squeezing the trigger
Gotta think outside the box and look at that bigger picture
Now I figured the best thing for me just let go in the music
Things going the right way and im not tryna lose it
Different mindset cant wait to get this shit off the floor
Stacking this money move in silence doing shit on the low
Best thing when doing better don't let no one know
Sun gone shine up in that rain ain't no being soaked
The biggest challenge you gone have always gone be yourself
Keep fighting and fighting til you know it ain't nothing left
The biggest challenge you gone have always gone be yourself
Keep fighting and moving forward til you run out of breath



Credits
Writer(s): William Ellington
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