Without You

I took too much for myself
Too much to risk and I failed
The heat turned up and I swelled
Its like I'm burning in hell
I look like you are the nail
In my crucifix
Maneuvering through this doom and
I'm losing it quick
Who am I
I'm getting wound up to tight
The tensions taught with your might
I am the pawn to the knight
Bishop that's caught with a right
Mercy cant put up a fight
But tonight I'm letting go of this life
Cause I know that you know I'll implode

Now I know my life without you
Every single day
So much to say
Apologies to make
And I'm afraid of everything
Now I know my life without you
Every single day
So much to say
Apologies to make
And I'm afraid of everything

I've weathered too many storms
Where they've come and they've gone
Like an interlude to a song
You just keep playing along
In your head on repeat
It wont leave like a dream
My brain can't figure it out
There is no way and no how
I just keep spinning around
Waiting to hit the ground
I keep telling myself
There's no where else left to go

Now I know my life without you
Every single day
So much to say
Apologies to make
And I'm afraid of everything
Now I know my life without you
Every single day
So much to say
Apologies to make
And I'm afraid of everything

I don't know why I
Keep on lying
I must be trying
To keep myself from dying
I hide behind it
I'm so damn righteous
I'm just as better off
Being so misguided

Now I know my life without you
Every single day
So much to say
Apologies to make
And I'm afraid of everything
Now I know my life without you
Every single day
So much to say
Apologies to make
And I'm afraid of everything