Grateful

I put my gun on the dresser every night when I lay my head down and I go to bed
She tryna stay the night with me so she got a toothbrush and rag in her shoulder bag
LV designer my du-rag
She want me wife her can't do that
Booted she tooted she ready to go off the Molly I know she gone throw it back
What a blessing to be alive
To be able to rise at one with the sun
Yes and see it shine
Ain't get knocked off by the block I got to see beyond senior prom
Never thought I would've got this far
No bullet holes no stab wounds
All limbs attached I'm not handicap (how)
Could I sit up in the corner moping what I don't got (when I got a whole lot)
Like the fact that I got four walls and a ceiling to keep a storm out (warm when it's cold out)
Or when I get the hunger feeling
Look in the fridge got plenty fish I could reel in
Different options in my closet (thinking I'll rock the same set of clothes for weeks in)

What a blessing to be alive
Rise at one with the sun(see it shine)
Even though it's the most highs work
I feel surprised
I ain't get knocked off by the block I seen beyond senior prom
Yeah senior prom

Back on my bully
Remember back then when them bitches I wanted wouldn't say nothing to me
Foolish as shit how could you overlook me
Done with depression that shit almost took me
Young fat nigga with the rips in his pants
Laughed at a nigga cause he sing and he dance
Little did he know from the kid he would grow to the one your bitch call when you lacking in bed
Stacking the bread
Tryna reach a point where mama ain't ever gotta clock in again
We was dead broke I was sleeping on the floor
If a nigga get hungry put syrup on the bread
How did I do it with no education
No graduation this student was vacant
Something from nothing yeah I can assure it
I never hated my heart is the purest

Yeah
I'm just so grateful to be here
Yeah
Through all the challenges man we here
Yeah
Man we just so grateful to be here
Man this is our year