Nightmare

How can I convince you when everybody's a hypocrite
Know that you never stick with it you just pick and you choose
Never win ever lose its everlasting in blues
Just like the bruises on your skin that's turning purple in hue
when it's mixed with the scratches and cuts that's hidden from view
Sweatshirts your best friend when hiding the two
No earlier than 2 am your resting your face
On the dampest surface of saltwater stained pillowcase
In case of emergency know the 1-800
But against all logic know that you never call know you should call
I tried calling you like 5 times and each times worse than the last
It's like I'm 5 lines missing no cell service
A shiver down my spine a swarming sensation panic is worming a hive mind
Behind my eyelids a warning a high sign
Just hoping I'm early enough preventing the fine lines

I don't know what to say how can I make things ok
Don't try to push me away, Don't try to push me away
I know this isn't my fight, I'll be your weapon so stay
Don't try to push me away, Don't try to push me away

Hate to admit its self inflicted
Self full-filling prophecy that is resulting in an odyssey of loneliness
In a house that lost the homeliness, I Only miss when everything was quiet
Now my only wish accelerate dissipate into dust floating atmosphere
Like Thanos I'm snapping away the rust all the problems disappear
Hunger games Taking Names speaking just go ahead and volunteer
Light me up Light me up Ill Combust Am I being Crystal Clear
Put me out of my misery Think that no one be missing me and I know that I'm wrong
Going back and considering this
It's pissing me off Fucking Considerate consider this
Just let me go just stop showing an interest in monsters
I am a burden I ain't a friend
Friends don't have holes that you got to mend
And think of all the free time you're gonna have to spend
Once I Take this step and meet the end

I don't know what to say how can I make things ok
Don't try to push me away, Don't try to push me away
I know this isn't my fight, I'll be your weapon so stay
Don't try to push me away, Don't try to push me away
I don't know what to say how can I make things ok
Don't try to push me away, Don't try to push me away
I know this isn't my fight, I'll be your weapon so stay
Don't try to push me away, Don't try to push me away

Lights from boats across the Puget sound; last thing I see
From bedroom windows the wind blows the cold is comforting
Phone on mute because I know you wanna comfort me
But can't make too much noise my demons come for me
Come for me I know you'll soon be knocking at my door
While I'm locked inside the bathroom lying sprawled across the floor
Signs behind my eys repeating I can't take this anymore
Convinced of false atrocities; no one would miss what I swore
Hope your swears between the pounding not too late to disprove it
Say what can I say or do for you in order to prove it
Cant bare another day if I'm going to lose it
And by It I mean you, so tell me how to diffuse it
If you don't know that's ok, Still here it's ok
I'm not going nowhere I'm not going no way
Hear what you don't say I won't go so don't say
This is our nightmare ill fight till we know day

I don't know what to say how can I make things ok
Don't try to push me away, Don't try to push me away
I know this isn't my fight, I'll be your weapon so stay
Don't try to push me away, Don't try to push me away
I don't know what to say how can I make things ok
Don't try to push me away, Don't try to push me away
I know this isn't my fight, I'll be your weapon so stay
Don't try to push me away, Don't try to push me away



Credits
Writer(s): Edward Aoki
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