Julia

I'll step outside it's not the first time in my life
She said "we'll have a good time."
I've never really had a good time
It's strange to see these streets in the light
I guess they call this sunshine it's overrated daytime
Though I've been feigning smiles all my life
There are things I can't hide however how hard I try
I pause at my reflection at the window by the exit on 14
Is this all I thought it would be?
She said "your life makes me feel so sad."
But I've got friends I swear I have a friend
I've been holding tight to what was never quite mine
I was too caught up by this image in my mind
We were soft and grey in our country home
Until she blew it all away and said
"You've got to get out more Tuvia."
Oh Julia
I think last night in my sleep I must have died
Not to say I don't feel well though it's not not hell
And tell your friends no need to be surprised
I'm not a charmless infidel it's not even a tough sell
If you could look me squarely in the eyes
But you could never do that well
You look at me like a carousel
If you find your expressions you can find me by the exit to tell me
Is this all you thought it could be?
She said "your life makes me feel so sad."
But I've got plans I swear I'll find a plan
I've been holding tight to what was never quite mine
I was too caught up by this image in my mind
We were the new flesh like in Videodrome
But she blew it all away and said
"You've got to get out more Tuvia."
Oh Julia