Forgone, Forgotten

You can't take me, you can't take me, you can't take me off
I'm fading, falling down
You can't take me, you can't take me, you can't take me off
The fear, it's breaking me down

I fear to feel, I fear to hurt
I'm scared for you, I am scared of both of you
What I have seen, you'd best have lied, don't mess with me
You first I have envisioned a noose constructed
Of the words I never said. With you, I've seen blood, I've seen it.
So tell me why I can't

Break these chains, why I've been left with what's foretold
How come I'm still trapped here in between?
I want to rip off all that covers me, expose the dirty rotten soul inside
I've seen my own; you can't be any worse

I can't remember the simple things
Losing track, I don't want to be here now
Just give it back to me, the past, the end
Don't want just to touch and not perceive
Sensations that goal, don't you dare let me understand
I'm bursting at the seams here
That's why I need to

Break these chains, why I long to be released
How can I just go as if I long at all
I want to rip open the world, stuff all the filthy inside the gaping hole
No longer my home, I go up

I still search for answers
I still want to follow you
Lead me astray
Can't forsake you

My best fucking friend stood on this ground
Forget the one I hate the most
Taking me
Sacred now crashing below, hold it up just to smash it harder
But who can't die, who am I
Give me answers. Fucking tell me why I can't

Break these chains I've been left with what's been foretold
I've been forsaken and left alone

Break these chains, tell me the reasons I deserve an answer
Can I stay with you up there
I want to peel off my goddamn skin, let my guts just spill out with the blood
I won't feel it if I'm with you I won't feel it if I go

Can't take it
Long for an end (I can't)
Go on
I've seen it all