Sunflake

Don't wanna be a bummer
But I can't wait for the summer
So now I'm hiding from the snow
Like a kid takin cover
I can't help it
I got this sunny disposition
As the seasons trudge on I budge on through remission
Spreading love and giving life that sounds like a mission
Finding friends to bash heads hard as nuclear fission
Floating through life like I got lost going fishing
Its calm man I can write bars as easy as p
Guess it's something that ain't next to me
Can't you see I'm tryna be better
I no longer think the world is testing me
And even if it was don't think it wasn't deserved
I've done some bad s iss prolly true what you heard
My life used to balance on nothing more than a word
Spread my wings I'm no longer the worm for the early bird
Its absurd the places I'm at nowadays
Feels like yesterday when we were all playing video games
But the bodies kept dropping now it's just friendly waves on the train
I might be sad n mad as hell
But that shouldnt be your problem
So I'll trick the crowd and start making money from my music like haha gottem

I'D say I'm sorry but I know you'd think I won't mean it
So I'll write you a song even though you can't read it
But I know i can't stop it so I'll let me repeat it
In the hopes that one day youll sit down and piece it all together
Man I keep losing the hats for my feathers
Keep it locked up in a letter
Never scared of the weather
Every time I see your face my heart will fall off my sleeve
Maybe there's hope for my future man I'm trying to believe
Maybe I'll start to see why I'm never taken seriously
Why I'm hideously
Fitting in that group of sleepy white rappers
All dressed up and dapper
For no reason
Other than deceit weavin
That receipts heavin
Keep jumping from doom to meaning
Seems like there's two sides to me and they're both on the ceiling
Like my heads filled with helium
Snapping out of the tedium
This summer I'll be on top of the world
Or at least at equilibrium

You may not believe me but I'm tryna change
Don't need your bad vibes tan lines nor pain
Always designer shades
Come sunshine or rain
Oh and by the way don't get it twisted
All my friends getting their Christmas wishes
Clean plates like dishes
Cutting out some b
Flipping all of ya disses
While I'm sitting in fields makin dandelion chains
Could joined me 3 years ago boy yano im still the same
But I got a red cross to my name
HAD it since the first day that I was called lame
Cold chains in the winter
Full meals full bellies at dinner
Gotta be grateful for what I've got
Cause I aint no damn quitter



Credits
Writer(s): William Osbon
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link