Stuck in My Thoughts

I been keeping to myself lately
There So May thoughts runnin through my head

For real

Uh Mind blazin got my heart racin
Red stains on my clothes that's my dedication
Wake up stressed roll up take my medication
Money fallin gotta catch it no hesitation

I been grinding too long i aint got no patience
Thoughts been cloudy... mind been in different places
I been growing up nigga i been changing phases
That bitch was shady damn she was changing faces

Uh
N i can't help it i can't trust a soul
I put all into et shit n got my heart broke
That's why I'm always on edge i gotta stay woke
I had niggas switch up that i thought was close

You tried to paint a different picture but true colors showed
I seen niggas go from snotty to a bloody nose
I seen niggas get played fall in love with hoes
N then they life crash down like some dominos

I been on my own shit lately
Mind in the gutta man this bitch try to break me
On my knees prayin, Askin god to save me
Used to be the best of friends n now we don't speak

Am i surrounded by toxic people or is it me
They see you out here eating now they all wanna piece
I risked it all for you but you ain't risk shit for me
Im not gone bust my ass for you i match energy

Pussy will turn a nigga vicious
Being knocked down will have you actin real religious
This my get away, these rhymes are my scriptures
Erase all my pain, roll up with my niggas

Fuq goin outside it's been hot summer
2, 3 Shot down hope it's not my niggas
Heart can't take it man who tf da killa
Stuck in my thoughts man shit gettin realer

Get away get awayyy
Got so many thoughts running all up through my headd

Stay safe stay safeeee
Look at the morning news and pray that my niggas ain't dead

Feel my pain feel my painnn
Was it really worth it for all of the Tears that i shed

Feel my rage feel my rage
Fuq with my with fam now a nigga only wanna see red

Man Fuq it cop some adderall
Head pounding god damn i can't handle y'all
Ease my pain baby girl sing my life song
Take my heart n u expect for me to move on

Knock me down i bounce back like southpaw
There ain't no love im treated like an outlaw
My whole life changed damn with just a phone call
They found my nigga dead Shi man not my dawg

Uh

Keep your distance, i ain't feeling shit
I'm bout to explode so nigga don't make me tick
You crossed your brother, so cuz,lthat make you a bitch
You crossed your mans shorty damn that shit make me sick

How can i trust you when you never straight up
You tried to fuq with the dogs but you got ate up
No prayers over here cuz there's no hope for us
I don't need you in my life just forget about us