Tear Drops

Tear drops
That's just how it is when they fall
It's like

Tear drops falling out of a body that's already been wet up
By the rain hitting brains, causing wreck ups
Like a whiplash set up, the body couldn't get up
Traumatized by liars that said, "it'll get better"
My life done lost it's balance from the pressure of the world's eye
Looking at it's curse hit my center like an bullseye
Still alive but inside "I'm just ready to die"
I hear my angels asking me, "am I ready to fly"
"Below the tears that told me that the devil's a liar?"
To hear the truth that put me on a level to survive through suicide
That made me lose my damn self
Hypnotized all of my feelings, I couldn't stand help
When it came to asking, I denied all the handouts
Had to help my health but I couldn't get myself up, nah
Now I'm at the bottom 'near the fear's rock
Hurting my body 'before it makes a tear drop, now

All my tear drops are falling on my broken emotions of hurt, of hurt
I'm falling down, I need help
But no one's there to help me to stop
All my tear drops

I stayed alone through hard times, inside my broken shell
Now I'm officially woken from the depths of hell
Yo, I stayed alone constantly when I was battling depression
Had to use my brain 'as a weapon
To shoot all my feelings of anger on composition
Back to back with satan in a fight of competition
Who's better with the tricking in both of our positions?
We both were on a mission to kill our conditions
Lord, please separate the pain from my feelings
Cause I can't keep using my body to throw pills in
My struggles kept destroying my future that I was aiming at
Tear drops falling down 'for me to face the same crap
That satan scheduled me to go through, so there was no way that
I could make some time to retaliate with some payback
What kind of life am I living?, I gotta take back
My life 'before I went through depression and felt wasted
I breathe in failure to succeed on the fear's block
I'm stuck in the same cycle that constantly likes to repeat back
Back back back back to my tears, dah

All my tear drops are falling on my broken emotions of hurt, of hurt
I'm falling down, I need help
But no one's there to help me to stop
All my tear drops

All my tear drops are falling on my broken emotions of hurt, of hurt
I'm falling down, I need help
But no one's there to help me to stop
All my tear drops

More tear drops falling on the weight of my tension
That I had with reality, that's full of contention
Adding more of frustration that puts us under ascension
That makes us lose more and more focus to let contempt win
Still I'm stressing over how I let my past destroy me
And my personality that's replaced with a coy
And the real me was fading through the wind of despair
Can't buy no happiness cause satan spent my money on tears
No one would help me
Cause their money told them, "not to budge or care about the worthless"
So why should I hesitate to disappear
If no one's there?, no one cares, all they do is stare
Judging me but they wouldn't last a day swimming through my tears
Or my career of spreading thoughts that make the world fear
When I say, "the end of the world is upon, near"
To hit the dirt like the worse rose from a curse
Giving me the curse back, I feel it cause

All my tear drops are falling on my broken emotions of hurt, of hurt
I'm falling down, I need help
But no one's there to help me to stop
All my tear drops

All my tear drops are falling on my broken emotions of hurt, of hurt
I'm falling down, I need help
But no one's there to help me to stop
All my tear drops

Nobody knows what you're feeling inside, unless them tears fall