Actions Speak Louder Than Yours

This is not how I'd thought things turn out
But that's okay cause I will take my responsibility yes for my
Actions can you imagine
Yet I'm still standing yeah I'm still standing
And this will prove me stronger
Won't let you feel my shame no longer
You turned away like a coward
After we washed each other close in the shower why bother
And yeah I know I'm beautiful
Just wish it wasn't uttered the same night we stumbled on our funeral
It's part of the usual
You see you really taught me beauty is skin deep
And a new definition of flirty
And I could handle it
But you are just a liar pants on fire yeah I took you higher
You want your cake and eat it too
Oh what a fake you make me spew
But to that level I dare not stoop
I must move on and hold no grudge
When one door closed the bordering one budged
One step onto the next step with a solid base
The heart gets delicate when it's faced with a lot of aches
So now disintegrate let the chips fall where they may
No more manipulation standing in my way
No explaining basic empathy today
No more pretending that you are innocent prey
You're not a victim
You like to pick your angle quick turn the tables
Glad I'm not a part of your tangled fables
Since you love these games why don't you spin this dreidel
I have a little dreideI made it out of clay