Muse in the Misery

I thought I'd find a muse in the misery
But all I got was a silent screaming plea
Mind was stuck and that thought was killing me
Not the same for you it seemed
This is a delayed reaction
To everything that we will never be
It's what happens when the cards are on the table
You took the deck and look what became of me

This is not the way I thought it would be
But it's not my fault, that I can cleary see
I worked myself to the bone, all for your sake
Thank you for the song, and fuck you for the heartbreak

I could blame myself for missing signs
If there was pain, I admit I was blind
Don't point the finger if you turned to cry
After all, an omission is still a lie
It didn't seem to hurt you much
To turn around and jump on your friend's cock
Seems a week is all it took for you
To make two years vanish from your heart

This is not the way I thought it would be
But it's not my fault, that I can cleary see
I worked myself to the bone, all for your sake
Thank you for the song, and fuck you for the heartbreak

You weren't the goddess I built you up to be
And I am not a monster - you weren't set free
I didn't make a cage, I didn't make a wall for you to break
We simply took much too long - two years to notice our mistake

This is not the way I thought it would be
It was both our faults, that I can cleary see
I worked myself to the bone, all for your sake
Fuck you for the song, and thank you for the heartbreak