Melatonin

Trying to slip away but never make it there
I know the sandman never had enough to share
Maybe I switch it up the couch or on the spare
I'm looking for a space to avoid this despair
Days I need to work on things I don't
Thank me later but I won't
Cause when I see that morning cloak
I realize that I'm just broke mmmh
With all my problem's hid
Stuck staring at the back of my eyelids

3AM head is spinning
Hard to love the winners when you ain't never been winning
Hard to say the last time I looked at my self grinning
My complexion reflecting back in the mirror the shit be thinning
A scratch I be itching in place of happiness missing
I'm often asking what's the point don't know if that's really living
But who am kidding only a few ever listen
I don't know who I'm pissing off but don't want to be forgiven
I be wishing for the vision of white rabbits, decision I might have it
Out the prison of white static television, I fight back
It bringing me to the right place I be getting lost in the embrace
Even when I fall down the rabbit hole I don't notice cuts and scrapes.
I'm in Wonderland, Ill be Alice go and take me by the hand
Tea up in the sand and everything exactly how I planned
Queen of hearts arrive and be declaring it's off with my head
Eyes open as the guillotine collides awaking in my bed.

Lie awake In my room Eyes all get consumed
By the ceiling feeling thoughts bloom in my head the dread begin to loom
Then it hit me like a sonic boom, blue will be the color of the gloom
Choking me I'm breathing perfume, Guess I'm gonna never be a groom
Who the fuck can call what they gon be? who not afraid of falling off their seat?
Is anything at all considered free? running through these sprawled across the sheets
Some will call it stalling disagree, I be losing count of all the sheep
I go walk the halls, I call a sweep, anything to help me fall asleep



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Writer(s): Edward Aoki
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