Lonely Diaries (January 17th)

Geographic Odyssey
Long walks, but the body still
Find God in Poetry...
Wrong words but the message lives
Pineal a Time machine
Here I'm broke but the mind is rich
Ask archeologists
How they know what the fossil feels
Waited so long
That I stopped seeking out for tips
Went to the church
And they confirmed why I don't believe
Read on Mandela
Then realized we were never free
Hugged on my mama
Cause the pain had drained me out of tears
Maybe I'm wrong
I should try and stay positive
Maybe I'm right
The world is full of false narratives
Maybe I'm both
Cause I can never know everything
Maybe I know but say I don't
Just to accommodate...
Award nominated
Self doubt is winning still
This diary entry
Is a letter to my future self
I'll play it back in 2030
So remember this
Was never just a rapper
I was born a Novelist...

I won't stop until I have a feature with
Verb, Stogie and Zubz
Many say they're the sons
Its corporate espionage
Cause I'm the chosen one
Write Manuscript of last letters
While I smoke cigars with all the gods
And show them music from my good eyes
Watch this movie with the pictures off
Cause I paint it with my words
The lonely paintbrush
All my relationships
have ended on the canvas
Plus the girl I like is
looking at me through a broken heart
Like it's just sex and nothing more
I'd rather write this song
cause music makes better love
I don't want it if it won't build family bond
That's why I work so hard
I'm meditating for a better life and heavy bars
Tryna drink less a little more
Since I lost 9th Month Art
A record label I had built
Jus' to give the world my soul
Share my story with y'all
Was never just rapper
I'm Novelist with a songs