Lose Myself

I've been holding back my smile
For a little while
Letting life take over me
Who's to cover me from this trauma
I've been calling my mama
Only so much to do
I've been hurting
But I shut the curtains to my pain
Felt embarrassed of the past that I have faced
Carried all of the memories from those years
Had to deal with all of my fears
Refraining from my death
Had to look in depth and saw myself

I don't want to lose myself
I gotta life to live
No time to lose

I don't want to lose myself
I gotta a lot to give nothing to prove

I've been on the floor wasted in my living room
Cause I'm feeling doomed
I can't see the light from here
And my vision clear with no tears
I still manage to have my cheers
Trying to make it through
I've been working
But I had to stop to ease my mind
Doing overtime wasn't working affecting my grind
Taking care of people that don't care
Had me pulling out my hair
Refraining from my death
Had to look in depth and saw myself

I don't want to lose myself
I gotta life to live
No time to lose

I don't want to lose myself
I gotta a lot to give nothing to prove

I just can't lose myself no no no
This time
I just can't lose myself no no no
This time
I just can't lose myself no no no
This time
I just can't lose myself no no no
This time

I don't want to lose myself
I gotta life to live
No time to lose

I don't want to lose myself
I gotta a lot to give nothing to prove

I just can't lose myself no no no
This time
I just can't lose myself no no no
This time