Lost Dreams

You ever wrote yo dream on the paper and watch it flourish
I gave my heart to people that trashed it and watched 'em burn it
They never seen the blessing uprooted till it was current
So much that left me dead I hid my tears when I was broken
That fake shit hit me different when my momma let me down
My father left me different wasn't shit to make him proud
My brother was my closest used to think he love me now
My own biggest supporter been this way since Iike a child
I know they all still love me but I get more from the crowd
No matter what I did just left them turning with no smiles
I used to pray to die for all them nights that I was bound
Saw people watch me struggle when my life was on the ground
I pray it never take me to make it for them to understand
Cause when that time come it ain't no can we still be friends
I'm still hurt from all the trauma that put me through spins
Vowed to myself that can't nobody break my heart again
I love my people like God do all his people
If you say you my brother we together you my equal
No man above another money greed niggas to evil
Don't give em what they want they want us dead or doing shit illegal
I know my time to shine is destined see the vision clear
I write my heart on paper and watch demons disappear
Can't focus on what can't be handled cause I know it's here
Davidic oil through my blood no longer move in fear
I know they still be watching even God know it's my year
I sacrificed the things I love to have a set career
I lost a lot to gain a lot to hide the void and tears
Knew I was great I just lost focused till that time was near
Now you can't tell me that I never had no purpose
I put in too much work for them to say I don't deserve it
And even when you make it they block it or try to curve it
I showed my momma everything for her to think it's worthless
Asked God to take my life away cause blessings turned to curses
Religious people killing me can't get no love from churches
It's hard to be yo self around people that make you nervous
They judging me for shit that they still do outside the service

And it's like
I tell people what I go through for many
For many multiple reasons
It's like
I want people to feel my soul
Cause
When I touch basis on the heart
It's like people gone feel you more
And I feel like what I been through as a child even to this day it's just like
Stuff keep reaccuring
So I say, I say

I pray for all my niggas
I hope they pray for me
Cause I been going through it in this life that God call free
And even if it's free we still got prices that we pay
Sometimes we either down and out or lose our life that day
Just keep yo brothers lifted encourage 'em through the way
Cause every man just need a hand to take 'em on it's faith