Pity Party

There's an earthquake in my head and it's about to shatter
The guilt builds 'til I'm dead and then it doesn't even matter
Throw myself a pity party, serve my head out on a platter
No matter what you say, I've still got problems and they chatter away

No longer in my head, suddenly, they're surrounding me
Pieces of a picture that was shattered like I'm 'bout to be
An invitation if you think this is where you ought to be
Recommend you bring a friend, misery loves company
And I must love anxiety, jealousy, and the bunch
I'm not sayin' that it's healthy but I'm not sayin' much
Drinking on an empty stomach with the crew I choose to run with
I hope I get to kick 'em out

I'mma throw myself a pity party (Hey hey)
Cause no one else is gonna do it for me (Hey hey)
I'mma throw myself a pity party (Hey hey)
Cause no one else is gonna do it for me (Hey)
Yeah, I'mma throw myself a pity party
Cause no one else is gonna do it for me
Yeah, I'mma throw myself a pity party
Cause no one else is gonna do it for me

Don't wanna write a sad song but I guess that's all I'm good at
Make believe I'm perfect like another Hollywood act
But look at who I hangout with, it comes as no surprise
That the minor chords will always match how I feel inside
Stupid me, set me free, my brain is at capacity
Who's on the floor, at the door, drunk and calling out to me
Depression knocks, picks the locks, call it insecurity
Call the cops, make it stop, I just wanna sleep at ease
Keep my friends entertained, don't ever let 'em out
If they ever leave, then I'll be left with an empty house
Sobriety's throwing up while heartache fills his cup
Self-doubt always makes it out, he'll never get enough but
I must love anxiety, depression, and the bunch
I'm not sayin' that it's healthy but it's what's for lunch
Drinking on an empty stomach with the crew I choose run with
I hope I kick them out before I kick the bucket

I'mma throw myself a pity party
Cause no one else is gonna do it for me
Yeah, I'mma throw myself a pity party
Cause no one else is gonna do it for me
Yeah, I'mma throw myself a pity party
Cause no one else is gonna do it for me
Yeah, I'mma throw myself a pity party
Cause no one else is gonna do it for me

That's fucking it
I'm sick of this shit
Dump out your drinks
Blow out your hit
Shut all your mouths
Get the hell out
Or I'll lock you inside
And I'll burn this shit down
It's about time that I focused on sobriety
It's about time that I kicked out those inside of me
It's about time that I got back on track, man
It's about time that I got my life back, man

I'mma throw out my pity party
Cause no one else is gonna do it for me
Yeah, I'mma throw out my pity party
Cause no one else is gonna do it for me
There's an earthquake in my head and it's about to shatter
Combust my mind and scatter my brain matter
And it's not fair cause I believe it matters not
If you know my name or not
It's all the same, I got problems